I went out by myself after nine pm. I could have run pre-dinner, but it cuts into the amount of time I get to see Rick. Besides, it's dark then too, so what's the difference. Getting out is more than half the battle. I told Rick not to let me get too "nesty" on the couch.
So, I started out doing pretty well. It was a beautiful night. But it didn't take too long for the little hairs on the back of my neck to be standing up. Alone, things lurk in the dark. I resorted to my normal tactic, loud, not-in-tune singing. I pretty much know that the animal life wants to avoid me, even more so if I'm singing. I smiled as I started some of the songs both Mindy and I knew (though from different areas) as childhood songs. Oh, it was ugly out there!
I was about to start my third and last lap, heading for the hill across the street when I heard the coyotes. I stopped for a few moments. It wasn't like the night when Rick and I heard them where the one group was answered by groups from all around. There was only the sound of a clan from across the street - gulp - where I was headed. They did sound fairly distant. I shamed myself into sticking to what I know to be true; I am safe running at night around here. I was good heading across the road. I was good heading towards the hill. Hmmm, was my headlamp getting dim. I was looking for glowing eyes in the surrounding fields. My beam was not illuminating very much. I got creeped and creepeder. I don't think I made it half way up the hill before I needed to turn back. There were no more coyote howls or yips. It didn't matter. My irrational brain had taken over. I ran to our side of the street and did a lap on the motocross track. I finished with almost 5 miles.
Creepeder. >_< Damn fear! But you got out, which is awesome. I had some fearness tonight too, and I didn't even hear coyotes. Meh!
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