Tanya and I headed out at a fast hike. Soon we were in the place
where the two bull moose were in the trail last year. Fortunately then,
Tammy V sang them away. More fortunately, this year we had no moose in
the trail, just the memory.
OH! Wait!! There are some things that I really wanted to remember from the Bucky miles, not sure how I forgot them. Somewhere in the loop back to Lane of Pain aid station the second time, pretty sure on the last big up, we saw the most magnificent shooting star I've ever seen. Bucky!! Did you see?! Yes!!! The head was nearly the size of the moon and the streak stayed in the sky for what seemed like minutes. Wow!!! I think when we told Kenny, he said he and Jedi noticed a weird blue flickering in the sky in that direction. They had the mountain between them and seeing the actual shooting star. Still cool that they had part of it!
Also, when I fell, I think I mentioned how sore my feet were. Bucky teased that I couldn't be a Patrick - no dropping for blisters. No kidding! I would not be doing that, but I was going to complain a little. It wasn't just the blisters, my toes were killing me. I think between the downs and kicking rocks, they were just getting beat up. I also gripe that my hip was really getting angry. Bucky said, "Harden the fuck up!" He said that's the first time I've said it. We both laughed. I was sporting my Harden the Fuck Up bracelet from last year. I wanted to be able to throw it away this year. Bucky then theorized that it might be due to the fall; that was the side that took the brunt of it. Definitely could be a contributing factor, but this is the hip that has been an issue with me for years, just not to this degree.
Oh, and a few miles before we ran into Dry Lake, my Coros died. I still had the watch, but the gps was done. Last year it had lasted almost 27 hours, this year it didn't quite make 24. I had really enjoyed using the pace feature, that I could finally see due to my new glasses. It's nice to know that your power walk is still banking you lots of minutes per mile. With the extra time allowed for us old folks, I could actually average over 22 min/mile and still make it. Without the added time, I could still do 21 min/mile. So seeing 16 min/mile while power hiking (and lots faster, too!), I could do a 26 min/mile and still be doing fine. When I reached Dry Lake and my watch wasn't doing anything for me, I decided to drop the glasses and switch to sunglasses since I was going to be running into the sun for a long time. For some reason, I couldn't see through the sunglasses. Were they dirty? Was it something else? Whatever, I ditched them.
Ok, back to miles 71 to finish....
It didn't take us long to get to the technical, hard climb from Dry Lake to Billy's. Last year, though still moving well, this is where I started to lean (fold? bend?). This year, there was no sign of that. In fact, I may have picked up the pace on the climb. I started passing people. I called back to Tanya. You good? Yup. Pretty soon, I realized I'd dropped Tanya. While a little worried, last year we'd talked about it. I am really good at up, Tanya prefers down. I should just keep going and she'd catch me. I went with that this time.
With the climbing and the sun getting higher, I was getting really hot. I made myself keep keeping at the Tailwind. I felt really good! But hot. As I passed people, I told them I was getting my shorts at Summit. No one cared at all, but I kept telling people. Yes, I do like to talk, plus I really was looking forward to my shorts...and my hat! That would help with the sun.
Oh!!! I have some bars on the cell. I called Rick to let him know I was good, but I was solo now. I really was good. Normally, I would say Tanya would catch me. She definitely would have last year if I'd gotten ahead on the climb. But I was moving really well.
Billy's!!! I told the people at the aid station to watch for my pacer. They gave me all kinds of props for being able to drop my pacer lol. I appreciated what they were doing. What did I need? Pancakes? Yes, here, but you might need something; they're really hot. I'll just use my fingers. They acted all worried, but little did they know that Rick calls me "asbestos fingers" lol! They were delicious!!! Even though I'd eaten many pancakes by now, these were the first that were yummy! I'm sure I refilled my Tailwind and got back on my way to Summit and my shorts and hat. I was so happy to learn after the fact that they told Tanya when I'd left and were able to get her back to town. They were so helpful and had hot pancakes!!!
So, here's the thing. I loved that Tanya came back with me for redemption. I'm also a little proud that I was able to drop her, but then she had one of her weird alergy-ish reaction things. I know for a fact that if I had started to struggle, she would have caught me and taken the care of me that she did last year. But!!! I was good. I didn't need anyone from 71 to finish (though I was so very happy to have a little wish fulfilled at the end).
I'd like to say I remembered more from Billy's to Summit (77ish to 81ish miles) but I didn't. Except I told way more people that I was going to get to put on shorts. Take note Scout, not one runner gave a shit! It was really important to me though.
Summit! Do you have a drop bag? Yes, 300. They brought it to me and I tried to figure out my changing plan. I grabbed a chair and brought it to the front of a Uhaul. I opened one of the doors and then got naked. I changed everything on my person. Ah! No one need to hear about my shorts again. Shoving my old pants and clothes into my drop bag, I made a note it needed to be washed before we left Steamboat. Yuck! When I handed it back to the volunteer, I hoped the Ziplok contained its smell.
Onto Long Lake! I had very little memory of what this stretch looked like since I could only see my feet as I plodded on bent over last year. I did remember some parts when we'd stop so I could stand up. I must not have done it very often because very little was familiar. I'd like to say the 8.2 miles went quickly, but not really. I continued to pass people though. That felt good. There wasn't much flagging, but there weren't many intersecting trails. Be confident, dammit.
Finally, I saw the aid station. Last year, I cried here. I almost cried going in; I'm going to finish!!! Karl Meltzer recognized me!!! I said, but I'm totally vertical this year. He congratulated me on finishing (I did't tell him that it could always go south...I just appreciated it). He also told me I was definitely going to cry at the finish. I told him I already did. The guy who gave me a massage and the ibuprofen last year also remembered me. Fun times!! For real, I loved this little reunion, knowing that it was going to end so differently. Last year we left Long Lake with lots and lots of time to get to Werner, the last aid station. I couldn't do better than 40 - 50 min miles. Ugh. This year, I'd be fine.
I had no signal. I wanted to make sure that Tanya had gotten back. Sigh. Then I had a little fantasy. Bucky had asked if I thought he could run back a little further from the Gondola where you can meet runners. I said I bet Fred wouldn't care, but I am not going to break any rules. Meet me at the gondola. I appreciate rules. But, then I realized that I'm allowed a pacer the entire course. Right now I don't have one. Wouldn't it be cool if Bucky could get Tanya's pacer bib and find me sooner.
How did I think this was treacherous terrain last year? I guess if you can't stand up or lift your feet, lots of stuff can seem treacherous. This is the same trail I ran out on yesterday morning. It is runnable. I did lots of pretending to run but switching right back to power hiking for fear of tripping. Still making great time!
Holy Shit!!! There's Bucky with a pacer bib!!! The universe heard me! Bucky told me that he'd gotten a ride from the gondola to Werner from Joel. OMFG!!!! Joel was the aid station captain (or he and his wife were) at Werner last year who cared for me so well and gave me a drive down the mountain back to town. Bucky said he was so psyched to hear I was on my way. He and his family had been talking about me, wondering if I'd be back. Tears welling.
It seemed to take forever. Fuck, I'm tired of stepping off the trail. The 50 milers were running strong to the finish. Sigh. That's what we do and I'm okay with that. It's just I've been out here forever. Oh, something else I didn't mention and probably don't really need to, but Bucky had commented before that this was the first time I'd had to take a bio brake (no, that's not his words, but I'm being delicate lol) on a run with him. Well, we got way past that. At one point, when there really wasn't much cover or place to step off, Bucky held his jacket to shield me from the coming 50 milers as I, well, pooped. If anyone needs a pacer or crew, Bucky is amazing. Nothing bothers him. I'm proud to be his trail mom and again so thankful he thought to grab the pacer bib and run further with me at the altitudes his body hates.
He wondered whether we'd recognize Steph Nicols (Billy's daughter doing the 50, fresh off a hip stress fracture). I think I would, but I did ask Mindy to look up her bib number, but then didn't remember to get it. Did she recognize us or did Bucky recognize her? I don't remember, but it was a big pick-me-up for us and I hope for her. Sounds like her stomach had been very grouchy, but she was still kicking ass! d
Finally, finally, we heard the sounds of an aid station. I got multiple big hugs from Joel (I now feel really bad that I forgot his wife and daughters name) and family. They made me feel like a rock star. I think I had a coke. That may have been it. Let's get it done.
Well, it's only a little over 6 to the finish, but you can see where you need to get. That's a long way to see. It is down all the way and steeper than my toes, shin, and hip really were at all happy with. It was going to happen, but it wasn't going to be pretty. When Bucky would give me the miles to go, it didn't help that much because I was always sure it had to be less. And then there was Tammy!!! What a great surprise! When I complained of my toes, she told me how sore hers were last year. While she was all about what pace I wanted to go, she still seemed to encourage a faster one.
Oh! Charlie puppy!! What a sweet pup! His people tried to admonish him for keeping us from our finish. We're like it wasn't his fault, except for being so cute! Down, down, down. Really? We still have that much more to do? Finally, Tammy started describing the last miles to the finish. I think I still peed two more times. Eyes ahead people!
Finally, finally we could hear the finish. I was where I knew I could run it in. Bucky asked if he/they ran me through the finish. I said that would only seem right if Tanya and Squirrel were in on it. I'd run through the finish alone. And run I would! I felt like I was flying, except then there was that silly, tiny stream to cross. I navigated the rocks and climbed back up the little bank to run it in....Again I was flying (except I saw Pete's video of my finish...yeah, I was running, but not all that fast)! Hallelujah! A huge hug from Rick and I was done.
One more post to wrap it up and then 2024 RRR is put to bed.